izzeh

Comment this entry and I'll... -Tell you which color you remind me of. -Tell you my first memory of you. -Tell you what animal you remind me of. -Ask you something I've always wondered about you. -Tell you my favorite thing about you. -Tell you my least favorite thing about you. x_x

So, I lost my password shortly after my last update. Yeah. A year ago. After that life just went down hill. Lost my job shortly before my last update. Then lost my house shortly after. Then lost my boyfriend. Moved back in with my parents. Took a college class but come round for finals was when "z" and I broke up. Failed that class for the most part. So I got pushed into a depression not just of loosing.. everything, but the exceeding disappointment of loosing faith in myself for a class that was easy to complete. Pretty much had nothing to live for. Spent the next six months in my room. Dark. Alone. Short and petty. Kept myself well equipp

Jeeze, I updated July 14th... Well, I still live with Doug (or "Z" as I called him last time apparently). We still have the rabbit, he's a gem, he perches on your shoulder like a parrot, or just rests in your arm like an infant and we take him EVERYWHERE. He's super spoiled. I currently have NO JOB! but desperately looking until i find SOMETHING. I miss going to school so I'm trying to force myself to fill out scholarship information but jezus. I am also trying to force myself into doing the SAT's, because I found it a waste of time before, but now i think i need that enrichment... and something to consume my time with.. I should probably